i'm gonna be ok

唔開心既時候近期好鐘意聽lee 收歌
雖然我唔知道lee 首歌d 韓文歌詞mean 咩
可能都係講愛情ga la 因為有幾個字都聽到係個類
不過我好鐘意個幾句 " I'M GONNA BE OK, I GOTTA BE OK , I'LL BE OK "
同埋nichkhun 唱個個 " everything happens for a reason“
聽完之後會舒服D

am I ??

今天本來可以過得跟平常一樣
但是因為一個人她講的話
讓原本心情很好的我變得很差!!!!!!
今天是我在英國生活差不多16年來心情最差的一天吧
也是我人生第一次對自己有懷疑
到底我是不是真的是 an idiot ??? a retard (弱智的)??? and do i need to go back to english class???這件事情全因為一個chicken burger 而起.....
今天那個女人的 未婚夫(so she said)打來叫外賣 
整個order 有一個 beef burger 
因為習慣人家講完我在講多次confirm 那個男人說是"beef burger“ 
好了做好整個order, 送到去之後那個男人打電話回來跟我講
男人 : "不是要beef burger 而是 chicken burger!!!" 
我 : "你自己說beef burger 而且我問過你是不是beef 你說是" 
(因為我有時候我講話會沒有tone 我聽起來就會像我在生氣 but i'm not)
男人 : no i definitely said CHICKEN which u properly didnt get (我肯定有叫雞!! 是你沒有聽到) 
 I think that ur get angry, i just want to get this sort it so that i can get the chicken burger that i ordered
我 : i'm not mad or angry ok!! i just want to tell u that u never said CHICKEN and i ask u if it was a burger which u said YES!! and i will change it for u if u want but i just want to make things clear
男人 就開始更我講 " I don't FxxK care i just want my chicken burger, i will Fxxk paid for it "
然後就有他所謂的未婚妻跟我講了一段我見到很racist (歧視) 和humiliating (羞辱) 的話
她跟我說(其實她之前還有跟我講了好多 FXXK 不過我至跟你們講我覺得 racist 和humiliating 的部份)
 "are you stupid?? an idoit?? a retard?? that cant even tell between a burger and a chicken burger??? how can u get that wrong?? do u need to go back to an english class?? how can u sound like a dundonians one minute then the next your an american??? and now ur laughing ??"
i said her " i can tell between what is a burger and a chicken burger!!! this is how i speak whether u like it or not u just have to deal with it and i dont know how i mange to change from dundonians to american okand if i need to go back to english class i dont think i can get in to uni with a forensic degree!!! and i'm done talking to u " 我就掛了她電話
當聽完 那些我真的很生氣!!完全感覺到我血壓在上升 
就連K 爸也在旁邊拿另外一個聽我們講什麼可是他說他聽不懂我們講什麼, K 媽也問怎麼了我就解釋了一篇給他們聽
然後k 爸問還要換嗎?? 我很生氣的跟K 爸講就算他現在想換我都不會換給他!!! 而且以後他打來我都不會聽order 也不會接
而且當下我真的跟K 媽說我可以告她RACIST right?? 反正4月都要告一個ar 多一個不多!!!
說知道過了20分鐘後那個男人打來跟我道歉 !!!!!!!! 
他跟我說" 剛剛我覺得我們太生氣了, i call so that i can just apologize for what we had said about the burger and the chicken burger...
我跟那個男人說 " i accept ur apology for what u said and i can help it some time thats how the way i speak without a tone to make u think that i was been angry at u but u shouldn't be apologize for ur girlfriend or who ever that was because u know how humiliate, insulted and racist  i found the stuff she said to me!!! i have been in scotland since i was 8 and i have never felt like this before!!! or even been called a retard or an idiot!!!"
男人: " i'm really sorry, she didnt know ur not from scotland, i apologize on her behalf (真的很對不起, 她不知道你不是蘇格蘭人, 我代她向你道歉)"
我 : " u shouldn't apologize on her behalf, if she wants to apologize she should do it herself in person or over the phone not getting some to it for her..i only accept ur apology not hers on ur behalf" (你不應該代她向我道歉, 如果她要道歉應該是她自己來跟我道歉or 在電話裡面講...我只是接受你的道歉而不你代對我道歉) 




有時候我真的覺得我不是不想換!!! 我只是覺得需要把事情弄清楚!!!
if is my fault i will admit it 
但是這一次是你講錯然後把錯推倒我身上!!! 
聽完那些話你會懂how humiliate and insulted i felt ?? 
雖然我知道我英文未必跟你們一樣好
因為英文不是我的母語
但是這些年在這裡我是跟你們一樣在用英文在生活
我起碼看得懂, 聽得懂, 會寫，會講
我在讀書的時候跟你們一樣
都是考同一樣的試沒有需要多餘的時間...沒有要用字典, 沒有要翻譯!!!
我是靠你口裡面的爛英文讀到上大學 

炸魚皮

上個星期K爸係SUPER MARKET 見到有減價魚買,
其實英國既super market 以家每日到gum 上下就會有d 減價貨ga la 
全部都係仲好fresh 好令只不過係就來到期所以要大減價!!! 
有d 會減到半價到 有d 會減到好犀利 10P以下
K 爸同K 媽試過用£1.19買過 3大包生菜, 4包西洋菜同埋d 唔知咩
所以當K爸見到減價魚就買返來整炸魚
 (雖然我地都有賣但係自己食做法會唔同 用既魚都唔同!!) 個日K 爸買完返來我突然問有無叫人留返D 魚皮俾你ar??
其實我係因為食左好多日炸魚所以想有d 唔同野食 
K爸話係wor 點解我諗圌唔到叫人留返來俾我呢??? 
我心os 係因為我比較為食and picky !!! 
所以第2日又見到減價魚就多左一碟炸魚皮!!!!雖然同香港個d 有d 唔同
但係係無得食左n 耐已經叫好好!!! 
雖然個skin 仲有好多肉attach to it 搞到個皮唔夠crispy
但係我都覺得好好味   

又來

今朝 一起身大開個 window 見到出面白晒 !!!!!
今日落左大半日雪, 幾個鐘雨
屋企仲停左1個鐘電
真係好唔鐘意停電!!!!!!!!!!! 

年初2

今年新年 年初1同今日都係要返工.....
講真真係好唔想ga 因為新年要放假!!!
不過聽日先有假放 !!!!! 所以今日都係未洗返工既時候睇下電視
終於 find 到 F4上春節個個 video la!!!! 
12 年前同12年後都依然係gum 帥!!!!!
不過就睇到我眼濕濕